Tomilirt808 2021-07-21 19:39:11

NO ES UN POEMA PERO ES SIMPLE Y TAMBIEN MUY TURBIO
(SIMPLE MENTE ES UNICO)

davada 2021-07-21 23:39:55

Sounds rough. Uninsured living is great when you can stay healthy. It's like not having a kid, you save so much money. When you come to find out that health you've been neglecting has come back for child support, well, you knew the devil was gonna get his due. I can't tell you how hard it was to get past the feeling of needing to put off things so I could do things. I can't tell you, cause I don't know. I'm not past the feeling. I still put things off. What else could I do with such little energy? But I'll have the energy after a nice long nap. Don't forget nose-blindness is real. The longer you ignore it, the easier it becomes to ignore. You've got to break the habit for you cause it's those habits that form your routines, and your routines forms your experiences and your experiences form who you are as a person, and right now your a person with a moldy jar under your sink and no energy to deal with it because your bad habits have led you to this moment. But this is a moment of reflection as much as creation. You can reflect on why moving in the right direction causes you so much anxiety that you stop moving right before you've gotten to the good part. The part where you can look around and take in the value of a clean home where there are no more chip clips on the floor to step on. Where is it stemming from, and when you answer that, then you can ask yourself how you can work around that. Or ask someone else. You can't always find answers within, but when you do, they often prompt more questions about yourself to follow. Feel safe to ask them freely. You aren't done aging which means you aren't done learning. Learn about yourself to conquer yourself when it's you standing in the way of your own sense of self worth. The path you walk is the same one you've been walking, it doesn't matter how many times you turn around if you're still following the same rut. Do something new, and incorporate that into your new repertoire of things to do. Keep adding until those bad habits no longer have room in your day to day. It's a slow process, but you know that. It's hard, but you know that. But I know that you know that you can make it happen. You've done it before, right? You can break out again.

OrionTheAstronaut 2021-07-22 00:27:39

nice

davada 2021-07-22 14:10:38

@davada @PikeyPaige I can think of a few things the moldy jars could be metaphors in my own life. I hardly expect anyone to have it literally XD This was less advice, and more an attempt to meet art artistically. Probably doesn't look like that in the form of a paragraph, but there's some rhythm there. Just didn't feel like moving my finger toward the "enter" key.